mm whatcha say? that you only ment well? well of course you did.

your always thinking,
thinking about something.
thinking about people .
thinking when your not thinking.
feeling things you dont want to feel,
but you feel it anyways.

thinking about how you left me feeling.
you left me feeling cold empty and cut.
bleeding out invisible blood, black cold blood.
my eyes are filled with tears shedding memorys of our past.
leaving no near future.

your just like everyone else, leaving.
leaving me to cry about you while your gone.
with the feeling i have left im shaking at what i'll become.

now i lay alone, thinking and feeling the same way you do.
i told you how i felt before you left,
and you still left, and you ripped out myheart and walked away
leading a trail of blood and bluey-purple veins.

countless amounts of black maascara and salty based tears roll down my cheek
onto my track pants as you finally say goodbye for the last time,
with a meaningfull i love you.
it hurt so much more then it should of.

eastiest hello;hardest goodbye.