i'm going to keep my head held high.

I never though it would be like this ,
190 days went by like it was one month or two .

I've never met anyone who cared so much about me like you did,
You're love ment the most to me . You saw me for me , inside and out .
I wish you could understand how much you mean to me .
I'll never be able to give you back the time and respect you gave me.

You treated me like I was the only person you wanted to talk to .
You gave me the time of day , I'll never forget you .
You may never understand how much that ment to me .
I hate to see you go so soon .

I can't stop crying right now.
It's the last day of school, two hours have passed since I said goodbye.
It wasen't much of a goodbye , but I was scared to show emotion .
I wish you didn't have to go , it honestly hurt's me so much to say it .

I want to thank you for a great year.
For letting me open up to you when I couldn't trust anyone else.
For helping me through everything and showing me a better person.
Out of all the times you saw my insecurity and anger, you always said:
"Inside , theres a sweet,caring girl, I know her, where is she?"

It will still bring me to tears probably tommorow, and the next day or longer.
I hope to see you again soon .
Just know i'll never forget you or the things you've done for me .
I hope you'll think of me often,
and how much you've helped me . and changed me .

Thank you for everything Ben .
You're the best teacher i've ever had .

Sincerely,
ton petit giroutte . :(