drop back down

never focused much attention on school.
my minds set on the coast, the east coast.
growing up to live with all the things i've done.
all the rules i've breaken, all the hearts i've breaken;
all the pain i've felt, all the love i've shared.

the coast was the summer i spent on.
spent waisting my time thinking about a boy
who isen't even in my life anymore.
everytime i think about the time i've waisted on him.
i think about how i could of lost my virginity that summer.
or all the people i could of bin with, but i didn't.

i gave so much to so many people,
and they just took it and put it aside.
letting me grow old and weak.
now look at me.

i'm not a wreck, and i'm not close to perfect.
but right now i feel on top of the world,.
i have a lot,
and for once in my life;
i gave you my love, and you gave me your's back.

crazy to think that,
you and your bestfriend were to fall for each other.
i just wish you wern't so immature so i could tell you how i really feel.