i've mastered the art of missing and my smile lacks a glow.

A photograph captures a thousand words left unspoken.
Photographs take the words you want to say out of your mouth and puts them in a frame.
Everytime you try to describe it, the words never seem to have as much meaning or their unsatisfying.
Disatisfaction is something thats hard to handle.
It's frusterating and makes you stressed.

Photography was a big part of my life,
but then I felt like someone else took its possesion from me.
Its like getting something stolen from you.
It's heartbreaking.
Once you like something someone else does it just becomes competition.
& I'm fucking tired of fighting for something I love,
wether its photography or not.
I'm tired of giving up, giving up on something I love.
I'm tired of giving up on love.
I have regrets in life, everyone who says they don't regret something is lying.
I regret giving up on everything I ever gave up on.
& if I ever hurt you for giving up on something we had,or a friendship. or anything.

I'm sorry...