no fighting wars.

each day,
i never realise i found something that keeps me going.
i was always the one saying,
you have to stop and watch the world change,
and not rush everyday.
meanwhile i was doing that.
it took awhile to finally get the concept.
but i think i finally understand.

this whole time i was trying to come up with solutions,
to change the world for better, or try.
& now it occurs to me, words speak louder then actions.

each day i grow more to the fact im going to die one day.
no matter how much i dont want to,
no matter how hard i try to figure out what happends.

i can't live forever, i'm not superman.
but i'm going to try to do all the things i want to.
just to say i did, and live with that fact i did it.

i'm not going to be the one hiding anymore.
knowing me, i'm going to change my mind.
but i'll try not to, to show i'm worth trying.